i am a tired transgender person. i study web development (lol at this website...) and enjoy making things.
i care a lot about getting outside, walking/hiking, and routines. i love skateboarding, but never got very good at it. i spend a lot of time in character creators. my dream job is to be an on-foot mail person. i feel weird taking pictures in public. i miss volunteering like i used to. i like to count sounds i hear. i haven't gotten a bug bite in years. i get scared about that.
i might make shrines eventually, but for now i offer you this list:
all good things
- books:
- the left hand of darkness (1969) by ursula le guin
- what we talk about when we talk about love (1981) by raymond carver working on dhalgren (1975) by samuel delaney and giovanni's room (1956) by james baldwin... i need to read more.
- movies (letterboxd):
- alien (1979)
- mysterious skin (2004)
- portrait of a lady on fire (2019)
- memories of murder (2003) honorable mention to the host (2006)...
- mulholland drive (2001) honorable mention to most everything lynch...
- tv shows: (i'm not a tv person)
- twin peaks (1990-1991, 2017) who would have thought?
- cowboy bebop (1998-1999)
- sex and the city (1998-2004)
- mtv's downtown (1999)
- games: (i think i'm forgetting stuff here)
- tetris 99 (2019)
- pentiment (2022)
- bloodborne (2015)
- nba street vol. 2 (2003) although not a fav (that ending...), return of the obra dinn was a big subconscious influence for the current look of this site, i think.
- musical artists:
- sophie
- arca
- everything but the girl
- smerz
- 454 saw him perform twice now!
- dijon
- albums:
- walking wounded (1996) by ebtg
- oil of every pearl's un-insides (2018) by sophie
- hats (1989) by the blue nile
- allina (2024) by smerz
- absolutely (2021) by dijon
- devotion (2018) by tirzah far too many honorable mentions... bruce's nebraska, grouper's dead deer up a hill, ecco2k's pxe, the band's self titled, ebtg's amplified heart, the sundays' reading, madonna's like a virgin, mj lenderman's boat songs/live album, arca's kick i and iiiii, prefab sprout's steve mcqueen, 454's fast trax 3